When I woke up I was feeling playful so I put on my grey spandex suit and nothing else and came downstairs to see what my love was doing.
She saw I was wearing my suit so I’m sure she thought and maybe even said something like “oh boy, someone’s ready to go this morning!” My enthusiasm for playing was evident.
We greeted with warm hugs and kisses. We always do and I always feel so much warmth from her when she hugs me. I can feel her love for me when we touch and I know its mutual. We can hug for a very long time and just be in the moment and when we do, for me, time stops. The noise in my head stops and she just holds me and I melt.
We had some morning bongs, I had some coffee and she had some mountain dew zero.
It was another perfect day and neither of us had any obligations. We watched her birds and squirrels play outside in the backyard. She has an amazing way with these creatures and we have a whole flock of jays and small family of squirrels and crows and several other bird species coming to eat, drink and enjoy the beautiful backyard oasis she has put together for them complete with many feeders, types of feed, fountains, baths and beautiful plants.
I decided to be somewhat more direct. I am not good at being very direct and I think it takes away the mystery and joy to be too direct.
What I really want to say is: please tie my hands behind my back, insert a vibrator in my ass, clamp my nipples, gag me and put a panty mask over my nose, zip me up in the sleeping bag and tell me you’re not going to let me out for an hour and I am not allowed to cum.
Too direct.
So, while standing, I zipped myself up in the sleeping bag all the way up to the neck and made sure the strings were pulled taught so it fit snugly around my neck. Now only my head was exposed.
I was standing there and she was talking to me and wasn’t really paying attention and then realized, “Why are you standing over there?” she said.
I shuffled a little closer and she saw what I was up to. She came close and leaned over and kissed me.
It was electric. I could feel it up and down my entire body.
She could feel it too, I think.
She stepped backwards a little so I had to lean farther to kiss and as I leaned she moved tantalizingly back and forth so I could kiss her but only when she allowed it.
She allowed for some deeply passionate kisses and both of us quickened our breathing.
We kissed this way for a few minutes with me leaning, stretching, yearning for her lips, her touch and with her controlling the moment and enjoying my complete adoration. My beautiful goddess was bestowing her attention and her love upon me. My heart was soaring and my erection was too.
“Lay down on your stomach, on the floor and put your hands behind your back” she said confidently, clearly, but not angrily. More of a matter of fact, “do what I say because I’m the goddess and I already know you will do whatever I say.” kind of way.
It was tricky to move from standing in the sleeping bag to getting on the floor. I squatted and leaned and more or less flopped on the ground. So intense. So excited.
I got on my stomach and she climbed on my back and was riding me from behind and laying on top of me and rubbing me all over from outside the sleeping bag. I was giddy. It made me laugh out loud in between moans of pleasure. I was throbbing, aching and… I was her captive.
She stood up looking down and me and I rolled over onto my back. She immediately started using her feet to rub me all over and step gently (mostly) on Mr. Happy. I was writing, laughing, screaming and having the most joyful and playful love making experience I may have ever had. It was pure joy and ecstasy.
And the best part about it was, she stopped before I had an orgasm. My balls were aching when we were done but I was extremely satisfied sexually because she had just showered me with so much love and attention.
Plus I really like it when she leaves me (when I have the discipline) to wait until she comes first. We usually end up coming together that way.
Addendum
It happened again. This time she asked me to put on my tight blue spandex suit and then my panda furry suit and grab my sleeping bag. She knew I was sad about not getting a job offer and even though she wanted to go to the garden store, she said, “get downstairs right now with that sleeping bag and get in it.” in a nice but confident and expectant way. So I complied.
She zipped me inside, tightly, up to the neck. Then she took two long scarves and tied one around my waist and arms and one around my ankles and said, “There.” in the most satisfied voice and went to sit on the couch, smiling.
In a moment like that my pulse races. I feel helpless, at her mercy. And she is merciful. She wants me to cum. She rubs me and climbs all over me, sits on my face and then goes back to the couch for a break.
I desperately want to cum but the layers of the spandex and the panda suit plus the sleeping bag are making it very difficult and after well more than an hour, I am so sweaty the sleeping bag is sticking to my body. I’m tired and out of breath and frustrated that I can’t cum but my whole body is throbbing and its ecstasy.
She knows I’m not going to cum and seems slightly disappointed but unconcerned and tells me I can’t get out of the sleeping bag regardless until she says so.
She finally releases me and I climb up on the couch next to her and she pets me and smooths out my sweaty hair. She doesn’t care that I’m dirty because I’m her loving dirty monkey who would do just about anything to make her happy.
We enjoyed the afternoon. Went out to run some errands and came back to relax on that same couch. We watched a show and when it ended I started petting her. She stretched out a bit and somehow her top button from her jeans was undone.
I wasted no time getting the other buttons undone and the jeans off. I was between her legs and I grabbed a blanket and threw it over my head, covering her and creating my own little kitty cave.
I tried to shove my nose in between her legs, right into her panties but she closes her legs when I get close and now she has my head in a headlock between her thighs inches away from my goal, unable to move forward.
We play this cat and mouse game for a while but somehow I get her panties off and once my tongue touches Miss Kitty, my Goddess switches from “don’t start” to “don’t stop”.
I am throbbing, aching to cum from over an hour of teasing earlier in the day (not to mention the days before) and I can feel she and I are getting into a rhythm together. I feel her getting close and she feels my pent up orgasm coming. She says “don’t stop” and I’m not sure I’m going to be able to cum at all. Now she is starting to have her orgasm but its small and slow at first. She feels something bigger coming. So do I. It’s building up and my balls are getting tight. I’m holding it back but it’s coming on strong and she feels it too and we are breathing hard and I am licking and sucking Miss Kitty and she is bucking and the tension reaches a peak and we both stop, freeze, and hold our breath for five seconds while it comes, and we feel this powerful wave of an orgasm wash over both of us as we both cum and cry out in joy and pain, gasping for breath, squeezing each other.
So, in summary, its better when I get the sleeping bag treatment for an hour or so earlier in the day before the main event.